Oh hot damn
So i think im gonna start posting pictures on here and if you want i’ll do a tutorial <3
Or Just ask for one and i can do it
I guess you can say i hide my feelings well. No one can see the pain i feel every second of every day through my smile. I keep is so hidden that sometimes i even forget it happened, but then i see something that reminds me of you. It could b anything, someones shirts…the color of their eyes, something they say then i just shut down…i go silent and i hear your voice in my head and i can’t help but smile. You think by now i would have moved on but time doesn’t move that fast, i feel like it was just yesterday we were walking down my street, we were together like always i had my bestfriend my brother my other half my heart right there besides me…..if only i knew that was the last time i could hug you and hear your voice say my name. But i can no longer hold this pain i can no longer hide it under a smile, i can only embrace that you are still in my heart and that i will always think of you. 15 months 3 days since i got the call, since my worst nightmare came true. I should have seen all the signs, i should have seen your unhappiness. but i guess you can hide your pain just as well as i can. I wish you would have atleast said goodbye. i feel so empty with out you here in my life anymore….i talk about you all the time…well only the good memries and i choke back every tear as i say your name. if only you knew how much your life meant to other how much yopu meant to me….i can no longer hold your hand whne i am scared, call you when i am upset, or smile when you make me laugh…memories that we could have made im only left with the past….no longer will my life be the same without you in my life….Rest in paradise Tyler Scott Reiner. I could go on forever about you but then id feel like id be letting go…and im just not ready for that….i love you and i wish you were here
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